Lately I just feel so bad about myself.. my work.. my image.. my life.. everything. And the problem is one minute I'm on top of the world and the next I don't think I could feel lower.
I just lay in bed and think about how bad I feel about myself. I know it's unhealthy, I know it's unGodly.. I know it's selfish, especially with all the hurting people in this world.. but i just hurt inside.
I don't know how to make it go away. Poor Joey, he doesn't know what to do with me, and he's so tired and worn out I honestly don't think he has the energy anyway.
LORD, make me better, make me stronger. Make me love myself the way you intended me to. Hlep me to grow secure, not in my image, or the way I feel about myself but in my relationship with you. You are what will make me stronger... not the jeans that hide my fat, or the working out that will zip my wedding dress all the way up... stupid stupid stupid things... why do I put value in them? Teach me that you are the only way. Logically I know it, but my heart cries differently.
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