I have no other way to describe today. Ugh is the way I feel. But if you must know how "ugh" feels, then it feels: sad and tired, annoyed and crabby, poopy and sickly, mad, frustrated and again... sad. That's how "ugh" feels today.
AF came (as I knew she would) but it's still so stinken hard!! Both Joey and I were really sad last night. At least for me I'm in my body so I can tell when it's coming or if I *might* think I'm pregnant, but for him all he can do is hope, he doesn't have a clue what's going on inside of me.
So now we're on cycle #21. Ridiculous. Pitifully ridiculous. It is not suppose to take this long!
I have nothing positive to say today, I am just sad and mad.
Rachel and Joey
3/20/2004
About Me
- Rachel
- Welcome to my blog. This blog was created to journey through our infertility struggle, adoption losses and finally our joy of getting pregnant through IVF. I decided to make it private in June 2008 through a different site, so if you'd like to keep reading, please email me (Rachel32004@msn.com). Since the new blog we have given birth to our beautiful son and begun foster parenting. It's a crazy life but we're loving it! If you'd like to start at the beginning of my blogging on IF go back to "okay starting over" in Jan 2007.
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